sometimes, we come to a point where we are numb towards the things we hear.
and its been weeks,i just cant find the words to say or how to react.
i would like to pretend that i dont know anything; act stupid.

i need a change, and im moving onto another blog.
til i get there, this blog is still alive, but dead at the same time.

how do you mend

you broke my heart. you have no idea how much im still hurting.
im still masking my emotions.

i thought ive gotten over it already,but everytime the thoughts flash back.
i feel my body turn cold and my tears swell.at times, i tell myself its all
a big joke, so i can laugh about it.but i know its so stupid.


God grant me the serenity to accept the things i cannot change,
Courage to change the things i can, and Wisdom to know the difference.



i thank god i have the best friends.
i love you girls, you know who you are.
thank you for what you girls did.

DONKEY YEARS AND YEARS OF DONKEYS

i miss you girls.

SNIFF BOREDOM

THIS IS GRACE. GRACE IS NICE. VEH NAAS!


boredom got the better of us. so we started snappin pictures.

i can already smell the weekend. can you?

BLIND

Im only pretty sure that I cant take anymore
Before you take a swing
I wonder what are we fighting for
When I say out loud
I want to get out of this
I wonder is there anything
Im going to miss
I wonder how its going to be
When you dont know me
Hows it going to be
When youre sure Im not there
Hows it going to be
When theres no one there to talk to
Between you and me
Cause I dont care
Hows it going to be
Hows it going to be
Where we used to laugh
Theres a shouting match
Sharp as a thumbnail scratch
A silence I cant ignore
Like the hammock by the
Doorway we spent time in swings empty
Dont see lightning like last fall
When it was always about to hit me
I wonder hows it going to be
When it goes down
Hows it going to be
When youre not around
Hows it going to be
When you found out there was nothing
Between you and me
Cause I dont care
Hows it going to be
And hows it going to be
When you dont know me anymore
And hows it going to be
Want to get myself back in again
The soft dive of oblivion
I want to taste the salt of your skin
The soft dive of oblivion oblivion
Hows it going to be
When you dont know me anymore
Hows it going to be
Hows it going to be
Hows it going to be

THIRD EYE BLIND

ive decided to quit talking to both of you.
for as long as it takes.